The state of depression

Young girl
at a tender age 
feeling like committing suicide

Her world is just a dark hole
where she can't even conceptualise
of a way
she can
break free 
and be


The abusive relationship with her father
left her  thinking
forced into a thousand of...

Thoughts,
running through  her mind
who,
what, 
when,
where and why?
A battle of decisions determines her personality
brings together her imagine
to reality
This may sound as if she was loosing all her sanity
but
words,
flowing through her tongue brought out complexities
Spirituality  lead her into the right path
but controversy  leads her into a world of doubt

Is she the only one experiencing what the experienced look like they haven't experienced?
 frantically she was lost without a doubt
and those thoughts remained in her mind


She was roaming round in circles with a face blue and dark
beaten by a monster egotistic and in demand
Was he hiding from his real personality?
of a  boy filled with hatred inside of him
Could this be cause mom hit pops long ago?
Saw him as a weakling that can't stand his manly ground
He then promised to himself to right the wrongs
that broke his heart as a growing man

But now 
all of
that doesn't right his wrongs now
cause 
his beating his daughter
every night and day
She was in the past
 confident
but now 
all of
 that is
 lost 
with hope and love

Crying to herself
thinking back
of times  that she spent with her late mother
it saddens her heart even further

How will she escape ?
all of these
thoughts,
running through her mind